Makan makan day...


We had a great time fellowshipping today. It's been quite some time since I had fun like this. Let us come together more often. Looking forward to more outings! =) God Bless You All

Lots of love,
aLaRiZe

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Yo guys. This is my first post in this blog! Haha. Ivan here anw.

Man, this is the fourth day of the 'A' levels for me. 5 papers are gone and there are 7 left to go. Counting down, theres 12 days more till the end of this major phase of my life. Well, if you're close to me, you'd probably know that i've been scoring really horrible results ever since i've been into NJC. (Horrible literally means seeing S and U all the time)

As i drew closer to 'A' levels just a few months ago, i really felt the weight of the entire world upon my chest; i just couldn't cope with the stress very well. To make things worse, i've a whole group of smarties just around me and the other 2 guys in cell who are taking 'A' levels are really smart too.

Well, it was only until one service when we were told to think about our success, visualise it, believe in it and to confess it, that i really understood what it meant to trust God in this aspect of my life.

I'm placing all my stakes on God this time. I don't know how the outcome is ultimately going to be like, but i'm trusting God that it'll be good and within His divine will. 5 papers went well. I believe the rest will be even greater.

=) All the best to the rest who are taking 'A' levels! Gambatte!

Signed,
†Whiters™†

Wah!
Today super cool la!
I went for morning PowerHouse ALONE!!!
Hahaha! no one was there with me sia! LOL

But pastor said something Cool~~~!
"Wait Upon The Lord!"
Think that its really true la...
thats why we go to the morning power house!
To Wait!
hahaha!
Be Patient and wait till He comes!!! haha

anyways... i'll most probably be working at Adidas with Thai Shawn!
not sure when will we start but... its quite a start for me in working life!
thats all for now....


-Mike-

Today I had an argument with a friend. I must admit that recently I haven’t been showing him a very positive attitude because I was rather irritated or frustrated with him.

I had no idea why and I did some self-reflection as to why I was like that towards him. Some other close friends jokingly said “You got bitterness ah?” I thought through and conclude that I had certain issues I’ve yet to settle. I do have bitterness towards him because of what he has done in the past and it is now having a ripple effect.

On Sunday, I told myself that there is really no point holding on to it and I was prepared to pray to release it and make peace with him. So I MSNed him and asked about how was he doing.

Today I went to HOG for morning prayer meeting and asked God for the strength to forgive him. I found it difficult to let go and let God maybe due to the fact like what many people have in mind “I feel unjustified because that person has hurt me. And why do I have to face the mess that he has created.”

In the morning, he SMSed me and apologised for any area if he has hurt me. I didn’t reply him.

In the late morning today, he suddenly Facebook MSGed me and asked if I could give him some physical touch. Then he SMSed me and said that suddenly he needed some company and he was deprived of physical touch. Seriously I was super stunned at it; it caused me a few seconds to digest the message.

I MSNed him and said that sometimes apologising does not solve a problem or heal a hurt. And I told him that I have never received such a request from my girl friends, even more a no no from my male friends because it is totally inappropriate. Not seeing his mistake, he said “Well, ok. I think I just don’t know you enough.” And I thought to myself “Erm. This is not the point but the point is it is not appropriate to say this to girls at all.”

Our good friend called me and I asked if he ever said such stuff to her, she said “Never. If he ever did I’ll give him a scolding.”

I really thought to myself, why is he treating me in this way, who does he take me for? But I didn’t want to question more or say anything further because I know that it will be never ending. But he said “There you go again.” So I explained why I didn’t want to say things to him to have him telling my other friend that he has always been giving in to me and he as a guy also has ego.

Frustrated. FRUSTRATED. This anger soon became a hurt like what is going on? A wrong is wrong and he has to face the consequences right? He didn’t even said anything about the friend who talked to him about the request he made to me. So who does he take me for?

I was supposed to meet a friend in Clark Quey but she had things on and I also wanted to be alone.

Ponder for a second: How would a girl who was sexually abused react when she heard a male friend asking her for a physical touch? *disastrous*

The point here is: Friends, let’s really consider our choice of words wisely before speaking. Even though we mean no harm but our words can convey a whole different meaning. Like what the bible says: “Life and death lies in the power of the tongue.”

Anyway, to end off the whole thing, I went home and had a great flooding in my room until I have released everything. I had a good sleep and now I’m awake writing this post. After completing this post, I have to continue studying for my paper tomorrow.





love, Joanne.